Breakdown

I had a major crying break on the phone a few minutes ago.  I tried calling my surgeons office yesterday but couldn't get through.  They were supposed to call me to up my meals.  I figured it wasn't too big a deal and that I would call today.
Well, I called today and spoke to the receptionist.  She said that the nurses handle meal changes and that they are only there on Thursday.  Well, great.  Nobody called me yesterday.
I don't know what happened but I started crying.  I just felt completely abandoned.  I never spoke with the surgeon after surgery was over.  He never spoke with my husband either.  I kind of felt like that was messed up. I spoke to someone the following day and she said that he might have had an emergency but she wasn't sure why he didn't come see me.  She was so nice that I just didn't worry anymore.  She reminded me that someone should be calling me on Thursday about my diet.
So, while I was on the phone today I just couldn't handle it.  All I could think was how the surgeon didn't even come see me after surgery and now they aren't helping me adjust my diet.
The receptionist was so very nice and said she'd see if the doctor could call me but I just couldn't stop crying. As it is, I'm still crying.  I'm not even 100% sure why I'm crying right now.  This is not turning out to be a fun day.