Last time

I'm menu planning for the next two days for things I will likely never have again.  The top on my list is the ciabatta cheddar avocado sandwich at a lovely local cafe .  I have never had bread so delish as this bread.  Ah bread, I shall miss thee. 

I'm really ok with saying goodbye to bread.  But, is it ok to admit that I feel like crying?  It is so strange to be 100% ready but still be sad.  Perhaps, I am sad because I know I am not going back.  My conviction is strong.  I am going to succeed.

Time to head out and get some yummies with the family.

My surgery is just days away

I have just four days left.  I'm a little nervous and a lot excited.   I'm surprised to find that I am also a little sad.  I feel like I am saying goodbye to my best friend.  In a way, I guess I am.  I really do have a very emotional tie to food.  It is a tie I am ready to break. 
I was going to say how I am so sure of a number of things. The truth is that I am not sure of anything. I am hopeful but nothing is certain. I have a long road ahead of me. You are welcome to come along for the ride.number