My surgery is just days away

I have just four days left.  I'm a little nervous and a lot excited.   I'm surprised to find that I am also a little sad.  I feel like I am saying goodbye to my best friend.  In a way, I guess I am.  I really do have a very emotional tie to food.  It is a tie I am ready to break. 
I was going to say how I am so sure of a number of things. The truth is that I am not sure of anything. I am hopeful but nothing is certain. I have a long road ahead of me. You are welcome to come along for the ride.number