So close

I'm now very nervous. I have never had any type of anesthesia so this is a big deal.
Francisco keeps telling me it is going to be fine. That is what he should do. I don't feel like it's helping. I worry that I could be one of the rare few that pass away. What would my children think? Would they think me selfish? Would they understand that my whole purpose in doing this is to give them a better life?
I really need to not go there in my thoughts.
I bought veggie stock and juice for my three says of liquids. I also bought black beans and avocados to purée. I'm having my favorite ciabatta sandwich for lunch tomorrow. I am ready. I am so ready.
I am lucky too. Francisco is so supportive. He is ready to make lifestyle changes right along with me. He knows that this is a major change and he has prepared himself to walk right by my side through the whole thing. I love that about him.